Forgiving people is really hard. Ofc it’s easy to say like everything’s ok and I forgive you, but to really do it, like forgive “in the heart”, completely let go without any grudges. Do we ever REALLY forgive? It’s always going to be a sensitive, annoying little spot, isn’t it? We’ll always remember things that happened, hold our guards up so it won’t happen again, always feel a certain “bitterness” over it. Right? I don’t think the heart ever really forgives. It was good memory, like instict and intuition.
I want to forgive my mom.
I want to forgive everyone. I don’t think it’s healthy to hold on to things like that, and holdig unforgiveness inside of us. I need to forgive myself also.

